又生病了

 

好好吃的猪肠粉💕 搬来这里好久了今天才第一次再附近吃早餐，早餐多巴剎好有活力！🏠

昨天又生病了，胃痛和发烧，开始飞之后差不多每个月都生病，还好他在我身边照顾我。还好你疼我。

今天要飞伦敦了，我们五日后见哦，宝贝，我真不想离开你身边。

Between you and me.. 我们之间小小的秘密

不知道什么时候，我觉得我们再分不开了。早已过了热恋期那种甜的不真实的关系，取而代之的是稳定而确实的安全感。我要的那种安全感，你终于给我了。

在你的气息中找到属于我的宁静。

有你陪我，我不怕。

我们逐渐画出了属于我们未来的蓝图，创造自己的美好，有你的以后就美好。我爱你。

我的海阔天空

从悉尼回来后就一直在想自己也该是时候调整生活重心了
我也不知道自己在害怕什么
一开始的时候我甚至没有察觉到自己是在恐惧的
直到身边的朋友，同事这么问我
是呢..我在害怕什么呀？

我总不能在把喜忧都寄托在别人身上了
我总是要学习独立承担
活得精彩

小时候喜欢写作和绘图
长大后有时对着空白的纸张或银幕许久都未能动笔
今天突然很来劲，很想改变写什么 或创造些什么

Wishing for Clear Sky

穿上这套深蓝色的制服已经快要四个月了

现在慢慢能压制住飞行前的小紧张，

无论什么时间上班，我都会先吃份简餐

还记得有一次凌晨飞新德里班，晚餐时因为忙着些琐事而草草解决了

结果发完餐时我差不多快昏过去，同时马上到了杯果汁给我提醒我要照顾好身体

于是我意识到自己的身体因为这日夜颠倒的作息而变得更差了

我们无时无刻都希望给乘客最体贴的关怀

可是谁想到我们也有可能是顶着剧烈难忍的头疼在工作

其实从没奢求什么回报 他们一句简单的谢谢都能让我乐进心坎里

有次乘客握着我的手所 'You're a lovely lady, you're doing a very good job'

我乐了好久

还有一次有一个印度妇女下飞机前给力我一个拥抱还说我像她的女儿一样

这些小小的点滴都是我努力的动力啊

实在不喜欢一些学长学姐们总是喜欢埋怨

在Briefing room经理做简报时开始怨天怨地的一只说到下飞机

我只愿在我的飞行生涯都抱着这样的态度：

把乘客都当成我私人派对的贵宾，我的好朋友

好好招呼他们 嘻嘻

Time Travelling in Myanmar

We took the train fromYangon to Bagan on the Christmas' Eve, the ride was bumpy and took about 22 hrs. The train running towards the outskirt of the town, the temperature dropped significantly and the air was filled with a thin mist and a hint of agitated sands. I was really sleepy at that time but too reluctant to sleep, afraid of taking off my contact lens in the train because of hygienic concern and I did not bring my glasses with me. He persuaded me to remove my lens. His tone of voice always keep me calm and secured, they are magical as though I will be able to do anything if he just say. The sky turned dark early and before I realise I was soundly asleep. When I woke up later, I found his sweaters and scarfs all over myself. He was well asleep and I felt a sense of belonging I've longed for in my life.

2014: A Year of Transitions

2014 is coming to the end. To be honest, there hasn't been any year as remarkable as 2014 to me. This is a year of self-evaluation and self- help. An eventful year loaded with achievements, failures, depression and acceptance, and I'm in a relationship with B.. I always thought it is not possible for me to be comfortable with another soul even though mum assures that I will surrender when I meet 'the one'. It all started with a road accident from our road trip to Penang and a series of events that follow :)

In March I graduated from university with Best Graduate award and that's when the reality set in. I got loss. I started searching for a job before graduation, went for several interviews and rejected the offers that I got. It took months for me to accept the fact that I do not want to stay in the food industry. I felt confused on what I should do with a degree in Food Science and Technology. I did not feel better until I started my baking adventures. I am really really grateful that mummy and B keep my head held high throughout that period. 

The feeling of uncertainty wrecked my nerve every day and night and I decided that I could not let it go on like that. I took up a job in a MNC and had months of unpaid OT facing excel spreadsheets. Okay skip a beat because it is really boring.. I am happy that I am quitting my job in IBM and my last day is less than 1 month away! Time to take my cup of warm honey and go to bed as I still have to attend to work tomorrow.

Alive and Well

A weekend of lounging in the house. These days I have been totally immersing myself with works and answering a zillion requests in my mail box everyday. I barely able to slow down my pace, every free second spent is followed by a guilty thought. I know that is truly insane and unreasonable; I understand that staring at the screen for 24hrs a day would not get the work done.

 Those Ginger Bread Man are cute, aren't they?